Prism Month of Prayer Week #3
“You can do more than pray after you have prayed, but you cannot do more than pray until you have prayed.” – John Bunyan
You’d think that I would have understood the concept of priorities by now (age 45), but I’m so easily distracted by the tangible that I ignore the intangible. It comes naturally to me to try to live life without pausing to interact with the presence of God in my life. Yet, as the saying goes, the proof is in the pudding. I can see the degradation of the quality and quantity of “fruit on the proverbial vine” the less frequently I commune with the presence of God.
Paul wrote in Galatians 5:19-21, “19 The acts of the flesh are obvious: sexual immorality, impurity and debauchery; 20 idolatry and witchcraft; hatred, discord, jealousy, fits of rage, selfish ambition, dissensions, factions 21 and envy; drunkenness, orgies, and the like.”
I’m tempted to be proud of the fact that I’ve never been in an orgy or involved in witchcraft. But the rest of that list is a biography of my heart when I see the world through my selfish and “God-less” perspective. Idoloatry. Hatred. Discord. Jealousy. Fits of rage. Selfish ambition. Dissensions. Factions. Envy.
To quote E.T., “Ouch.”
You may ask, “God-less? Really? Is that what’s going on when we act and feel this way?” Yes. Ultimately, the heart of man wants his own glory, his own way, and will selfishly fight everyone on planet earth in order to get it. To have this perspective you have to be consciously incognizant of Jesus’ presence, because He would have us live an entirely different way.
The way of self-sacrifice (Matthew 6:24).
The way of service (Mark 10:42-45).
The way of Him becoming greater and we becoming less (John 3:30).
When I ignore Jesus by not setting aside time to pray I forget that He knows best and begin to follow my own nature. Never a good idea. I get busy doing my stuff – religious though it may be in orientation – and forget that it’s all for naught if He’s not at the center of both my life and my work. Jesus said in John 15:5 that apart from Him I could not produce the kind of fruit that honors Him. “5 I am the vine; you are the branches. If you remain in me and I in you, you will bear much fruit; apart from me you can do nothing.”
On the other hand, when I immerse myself in Him, walking with Jesus and enjoying conversation about life and its purposes in Him, I tend to see things as I should. The Apostle Paul described in Galatians 5:22-23 the nature of the characteristics of someone who remains close to Jesus through continually remaining in his presence, “22 But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, forbearance, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, 23 gentleness and self-control.”
This month of prayer is showing me, once again, that my first priority in life has to be to commune with the Father, Son and Holy Spirit. Every work – even the good ones – will be corrupted by my nature in the absence of His life-giving presence. And all of our work needs to spring forth from hearts that are secure enough as God’s children to live this radical life of following Christ – giving all for Him and others.
